blues are back.
damn hate it when i feel like this. so bleh.. like no matter how happy i get. i will always lapse back into this mood of sadness when i'm alone. it just sucks. i need to keep myself going going going and going. puts me in an uber black mood.
i admire those ppl who are in long distance relationships. those who even bother getting into one. i don't think i have the patience, neither do i think that i will have the patience. not to say i will be getting myself into one. feels like it though. just not used to it. don't really wanna get used to it. kinda feel like being selfish. just gotta get over it. it won't be as bad. (yeah rite). trying to reassure myself sure sucks. just need to keep myself busy i suppose. busy.. busy.. busy.. need to make a list of to-do.
m'sian time: 4.35am(12feb05)
i admire those ppl who are in long distance relationships. those who even bother getting into one. i don't think i have the patience, neither do i think that i will have the patience. not to say i will be getting myself into one. feels like it though. just not used to it. don't really wanna get used to it. kinda feel like being selfish. just gotta get over it. it won't be as bad. (yeah rite). trying to reassure myself sure sucks. just need to keep myself busy i suppose. busy.. busy.. busy.. need to make a list of to-do.
m'sian time: 4.35am(12feb05)
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