Blogging not rolling...
Hmm. I can't remember the last time I blogged.
I think I'm digging dangerous holes for myself at work sometimes.. Sigh.
I need to stop my bad habit!!!! =.=
I realise now that I use food as an outlet of my emotions.
Last time when I knew I was going to be out of a job.. I had the idea of making this humongous mid-winter feast.
I try to make things up by offering food.
I celebrate with food.
I hope I don't end up like those 100++kg women who are like that cause they find solace in food.. Must.not.be.like.them.
:S
It's okay to love food and use food I think.. but just need to remind myself not to tip the balance. sigh.
This post is a bit disjointed... definitely is.. but I'm just typing whatever random thing that comes to mind. Am trying to distract myself, yes.. I'm upset again.. and that's why I blog.. I blog and involve food when I'm upset.
Anyway, if you're still reading.. My weekend.. was random. I couldn't plan.. well, more like couldn't decide what to do.. Mmm.. I notice I'm less likely to plan things ahead of time nowadays.. I don't like locking down a plan. It feels so restrictive.. It's very very odd.. I have no idea what I hold out for.
I ended up at Omana Regional Park in an outing organised by Kai Ann.. It turned out great :) I enjoyed myself and it definitely filled out my time. hehe.. Busy weekend. I can't even remember it feeling like it was long enough. Even though I hardly got up to much on Sunday, which all morning was spent in bed. heh..
Got my hair cut.. and yeah.. was taught to try 'flicking' or making soft curls.. I think it kind of worked.. hahaha.. except I haven't got the left side down to pat yet... Looked a bit wonky though I still got compliments from people at work.. haha!!
oh well, I guess I'll leave you with a narcissistic photo..
:)
I think I'm digging dangerous holes for myself at work sometimes.. Sigh.
I need to stop my bad habit!!!! =.=
~~@~~
I realise now that I use food as an outlet of my emotions.
Last time when I knew I was going to be out of a job.. I had the idea of making this humongous mid-winter feast.
I try to make things up by offering food.
I celebrate with food.
I hope I don't end up like those 100++kg women who are like that cause they find solace in food.. Must.not.be.like.them.
:S
It's okay to love food and use food I think.. but just need to remind myself not to tip the balance. sigh.
~~@~~
This post is a bit disjointed... definitely is.. but I'm just typing whatever random thing that comes to mind. Am trying to distract myself, yes.. I'm upset again.. and that's why I blog.. I blog and involve food when I'm upset.
Anyway, if you're still reading.. My weekend.. was random. I couldn't plan.. well, more like couldn't decide what to do.. Mmm.. I notice I'm less likely to plan things ahead of time nowadays.. I don't like locking down a plan. It feels so restrictive.. It's very very odd.. I have no idea what I hold out for.
I ended up at Omana Regional Park in an outing organised by Kai Ann.. It turned out great :) I enjoyed myself and it definitely filled out my time. hehe.. Busy weekend. I can't even remember it feeling like it was long enough. Even though I hardly got up to much on Sunday, which all morning was spent in bed. heh..
Got my hair cut.. and yeah.. was taught to try 'flicking' or making soft curls.. I think it kind of worked.. hahaha.. except I haven't got the left side down to pat yet... Looked a bit wonky though I still got compliments from people at work.. haha!!
oh well, I guess I'll leave you with a narcissistic photo..
:)
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