bah humbug..

i thought i had prepared myself for the fact that i wasn't going to do well in the test at all.. but in the end.. it just was too painful when i read the test paper and realised that i couldn't answer most of the questions. i knew what they were asking for. but i had no knowledge to spurt out onto the paper. and that.. was very very very painful.

that was the first time i've ever entered an exam hall knowing that i knew nothing much. the first time in which i could not answer the majority of the questions. the first time i think i've pretty much failed a paper. sigh.. it's oni 10% but still it's bad for me. i guess i better hit the books from now on. i'm just not used to sacrificing papers. *sigh*