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don't really know what to say. it's probably cuz i haven't had much time to myself to think.. keke.. ah well... today.. was not so bad. woke up round 11 something. went over to uncle's for lunch.. mmm.. had a feast.. now that's what CNY is about.. keke.. yummy food! crap.. bloated.. from lunch kay.. and it's already 3 am! yeesh. anyhoo.. hung around in uncle's for the whole afternoon. and oni came back to my house at 8pm. wanted to come home earlier. but i was relying on relatives for transport cuz parents came back earlier. sigh.. what a time waster.
relatives were over at my house for dinner. okay.. 4th day in a row that i've been drinking. i think i need to put an end to this soon. but that's okay. today was probably the last day. as some relatives are already going back tomolo.. or rather.. today. eh hem.. yup.. today.
bugger.. i keep missing m'sia more and more. and i haven't left. well, i don't know. there are some things which i do not particularly fancy about m'sia. but this is where my family and frens are. who knows. mebe it'll be different this year. i mite meet more ppl. i don't know. i don't like apprehension. there are just too many question marks. yeesh...
went to bangsar just now. my sis was meeting up with her frens. she's going bak tuesday. sigh.. and well.. it just reminds me that my time to go back to nz is nearer with each passing day. had nasi lemak. and then went to a pub to meet some other frens of my sister's. well.. okla.. i've given up on drinking for the next few days.. eh hem.. yeah.. i think. keke.. well..at least for today lar. my pimples seriously popping out ledi. dunno whether it's cuz of the alcohol.. oh dear.. keke..
you know. i always thought that i will not cry when i leave for nz. i didn't the last time. i missed everyone here. but at the same time, i was excited cuz i was leaving for some place new. new experiences and all. but this year. wonder how it'll be like this year. i mite.. i mite not. i have a tendency to hold back tears. don't like crying publicly. hehe.. i guess i can't let ppl view me as weak. but don't get me wrong. doesn't mean that if i don't cry,i'm not missing you ppl heaps. i do.. sigh.. i don't know lar. ppl have been good to me. they've been real cool. and most of the time. i've taken a lot of ppl for granted. i'm assuming that i have... i don't know why i assume so.. mebe deep inside me i know..(ok.. what i'm talking about i oso dunno. a bit sleepy me thinks.. keke) like my parents for example. they're actually pretty cool about me going out late at night. well, i guess they used to be more strict with my sisters. but now.. i'm the youngest.. and as usual, i guess they are more relaxed on the youngest. but my uncle's pretty strict. my cuz is not really allowed to go out much. and she's 5 years older than i am. woah.. must remind me time and again how lucky i am kay!! keke.. anyhoo.. i think i better go. i'm tired. have to wake up at 10. got brunch at 11.. oh dear.. keke.. not good to sleep late. the pimples are coming out by the dozens! yeesh.. and my lips look so parched and dry. it's as if i have not drunk any water for the past few days or something. sigh.. peeling due to the allergy.. argh.. it looks horrible! but no lip balm allowed!!! nooooo....
relatives were over at my house for dinner. okay.. 4th day in a row that i've been drinking. i think i need to put an end to this soon. but that's okay. today was probably the last day. as some relatives are already going back tomolo.. or rather.. today. eh hem.. yup.. today.
bugger.. i keep missing m'sia more and more. and i haven't left. well, i don't know. there are some things which i do not particularly fancy about m'sia. but this is where my family and frens are. who knows. mebe it'll be different this year. i mite meet more ppl. i don't know. i don't like apprehension. there are just too many question marks. yeesh...
went to bangsar just now. my sis was meeting up with her frens. she's going bak tuesday. sigh.. and well.. it just reminds me that my time to go back to nz is nearer with each passing day. had nasi lemak. and then went to a pub to meet some other frens of my sister's. well.. okla.. i've given up on drinking for the next few days.. eh hem.. yeah.. i think. keke.. well..at least for today lar. my pimples seriously popping out ledi. dunno whether it's cuz of the alcohol.. oh dear.. keke..
you know. i always thought that i will not cry when i leave for nz. i didn't the last time. i missed everyone here. but at the same time, i was excited cuz i was leaving for some place new. new experiences and all. but this year. wonder how it'll be like this year. i mite.. i mite not. i have a tendency to hold back tears. don't like crying publicly. hehe.. i guess i can't let ppl view me as weak. but don't get me wrong. doesn't mean that if i don't cry,i'm not missing you ppl heaps. i do.. sigh.. i don't know lar. ppl have been good to me. they've been real cool. and most of the time. i've taken a lot of ppl for granted. i'm assuming that i have... i don't know why i assume so.. mebe deep inside me i know..(ok.. what i'm talking about i oso dunno. a bit sleepy me thinks.. keke) like my parents for example. they're actually pretty cool about me going out late at night. well, i guess they used to be more strict with my sisters. but now.. i'm the youngest.. and as usual, i guess they are more relaxed on the youngest. but my uncle's pretty strict. my cuz is not really allowed to go out much. and she's 5 years older than i am. woah.. must remind me time and again how lucky i am kay!! keke.. anyhoo.. i think i better go. i'm tired. have to wake up at 10. got brunch at 11.. oh dear.. keke.. not good to sleep late. the pimples are coming out by the dozens! yeesh.. and my lips look so parched and dry. it's as if i have not drunk any water for the past few days or something. sigh.. peeling due to the allergy.. argh.. it looks horrible! but no lip balm allowed!!! nooooo....
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