gloomers..
geez.. the strongest shot i asked for.. and i get some not so strong one.. *rolls eyes*. but anyway.. i finally got a shot that was worth deeming 'strong'. i forgot the name.. mm.... nvm..
went for the KAC end of year thing. spent a lot of $$.. on alcohol. sigh. i'm so so so so so sosososososoosososososososooooo feeling guilty now! okay.. reason? cuz i don't have a job. and i am spending so much money. reason? i think i'm a bit of an impulse buyer. i was just at the new shopping mall in the north shore, fox centre i think it's called, to visit amy's parents' new shop. and then.... was walking around.. was in paris*texas browsing around. wasn't even looking out to buy anything.. and then.. i bought something....>.< okay.. big deal.. but no.. all i did was just stand around.. waiting for my sister to browse through the racks of clothing, while i was entertaining amy's youngest sis, when i absentmindedly started to browse through a rack..picked out a few jackets whilst making fun of how ugly they were.. and then i pick out this polar fleece jumper. it was cream in colour. so, then.. i looked for another colour. found baby blue... i tried it on.. i looked at the price.. i bought it. oh noo.. nevermind the fact that i have HOW many baby blue/ blue-coloured jackets i own.. nevermind the fact that the size was SMALL(but it fits).. nevermind the fact that although the price is $40, it's actually ~RM100!!! *BAWLS*.. i feel so damned guilty now!!!!!!
and and anddddd.. not only that.. i feel even more guilty now that i spent so much on alcohol tonite! okay.. so, it wouldn't be much compared to a few other ppl.. but honestly.. i do still feel.. it's a bit.. overboard.. well, i don't know. shit la.. sisters making me feel so guilty. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrgghhh!!!! i don't spend as much as a lot of ppl!! but i still feel sooo guilty!!!
and then.. it doesn't help that i realise something about relationships and me. aaargh.. kill kill.. i don't know what to do! no! i don't! lesser of two evils. would u please step out?
ALcoHol:
1) makes you fat
2) kills your liver
3) causes pimples to sprout on my face
4) can make one make a fool out of her/himself
5) makes my body ache.. groann..
but yet... i still drink.. not like a fish la.. but i don't mind drinking.. yeeshh.. why do we drink alcohol if it's so bad????
went for the KAC end of year thing. spent a lot of $$.. on alcohol. sigh. i'm so so so so so sosososososoosososososososooooo feeling guilty now! okay.. reason? cuz i don't have a job. and i am spending so much money. reason? i think i'm a bit of an impulse buyer. i was just at the new shopping mall in the north shore, fox centre i think it's called, to visit amy's parents' new shop. and then.... was walking around.. was in paris*texas browsing around. wasn't even looking out to buy anything.. and then.. i bought something....>.< okay.. big deal.. but no.. all i did was just stand around.. waiting for my sister to browse through the racks of clothing, while i was entertaining amy's youngest sis, when i absentmindedly started to browse through a rack..picked out a few jackets whilst making fun of how ugly they were.. and then i pick out this polar fleece jumper. it was cream in colour. so, then.. i looked for another colour. found baby blue... i tried it on.. i looked at the price.. i bought it. oh noo.. nevermind the fact that i have HOW many baby blue/ blue-coloured jackets i own.. nevermind the fact that the size was SMALL(but it fits).. nevermind the fact that although the price is $40, it's actually ~RM100!!! *BAWLS*.. i feel so damned guilty now!!!!!!
and and anddddd.. not only that.. i feel even more guilty now that i spent so much on alcohol tonite! okay.. so, it wouldn't be much compared to a few other ppl.. but honestly.. i do still feel.. it's a bit.. overboard.. well, i don't know. shit la.. sisters making me feel so guilty. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrgghhh!!!! i don't spend as much as a lot of ppl!! but i still feel sooo guilty!!!
and then.. it doesn't help that i realise something about relationships and me. aaargh.. kill kill.. i don't know what to do! no! i don't! lesser of two evils. would u please step out?
ALcoHol:
1) makes you fat
2) kills your liver
3) causes pimples to sprout on my face
4) can make one make a fool out of her/himself
5) makes my body ache.. groann..
but yet... i still drink.. not like a fish la.. but i don't mind drinking.. yeeshh.. why do we drink alcohol if it's so bad????
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