bad me..

sigh.. okay.. i feel kinda crap now. think i've been complaining too much eh? well, okay.. u see.. my parents are here now in nz. and well, it's not that i don't appreciate it. i like it. it's all good. but then it's like a big clamp down on my freedom. aiya...:( i mean. i really appreciate that they're here and all. i love them. just that i just can't stand not being able to do things. i mean.. honestly.. i don't go out much. only during break. even my sisters know that. but well, my parents think otherwise la.. mebe it doesn't help that the past 2 days haven't been exactly wat you call peaceful either. sigh.. dunnolah.

but i mean. i like it that my parents are here. i don't have as much housework to do.. heheh.. and i don't have to cook!!!hehhe.. but then.. dunnolah..i mean.. it's weird. maybe it's just me being stuck between growing up, being independent and still being the kid at home. sigh.. weird..

aiyoh.. ed wants me to flex my arm muscles.. goodness.. trying to tell him that watever that's on my arm is just flesh and lipids and wat not la.. heheheh... oh well.. hahah..

crap.. uni tomolo:( miserable. i always HATE it when my holiday ends.. hated it in school. hating it now in uni.. and probably will hate it when hols end when i'm working. in fact. i get soo annoyed that my overall mood is somewhat tainted. sigh.. oh well.. life goes on. bugger.. need to study.. stop playing.. hehehe.. later ppl.