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well, yeah.. i'm awake.. at 11 sumthing. although i only slept at 4. currently rather annoyed/depressed. wanna pamper myself. wanted to go for facial. but then tak jadi. cuz too rushed to go for facial today. lady's alone and can't handle blablabla.. and now i wanna go to the other beautician just so i get pampered. i am beginning to notice that when i'm really annoyed/depressed/bored/sad/stressed.. just probably any negative feeling.. i just want to go get a facial/haircut or anything that enables me to feel pampered. ugh.. mebe it's just an outlet for me to release my anger/pain/whatever.

hate getting hyped up about something and having to wait for it. boy, tiff.. i sure do know how you feel now. yep.. it happened to me too. and i just hate the anticipation of things. bleh.. could have put the appointment tomolo. but i decided that it'd be just childish of me to do that. well, least i'm still showing signs of maturity. dunno what to do now. cuz everything was planned around something. but oh well.. can't blame anyone here.

i'm just holding my urge to go and get a haircut. ARGH!! gotta stop. what am i gonna do? the weather's not looking its best either. don't think a walk would do. ah heck.. BLAH!!! well, i'll go hang the clothes and take the towels out of the dryer first la. then i'll prolly go watch some soap opera on tv. yeah.. "the Bold and the Beautiful".. or some stupid show lar. what a day... well.. there's always the 2 books and a half and the computer game waiting for me. ah.. lifeless things are always more faithful... no? sorry no wacky stories to tell you today. ttfn.