waves..

of nostalgia often hit me. crap. was looking thru my photos in my comp. and i was viewing the ones of when i was back in m'sia. man.. how weird it feels to know that i'm used to living here in nz. and i've sorta made a home for myself. but when i go back. that's also my home. and i still call that home. and this is home too. i wonder how the rich ppl who have a few homes scattered all over the place. which one is HOME to them? even 2 homes confuse me. what more if they have like 5 or 6? mmm...

man.. i miss my friends. i wanted to call syaz. but then she's busy. it really has been too long since i've spoken to her. and CRAP.. I AM GOING TO KILL THE POSTAL SERVICE!! damn it!! they are gonna get a blooodyyyy NASTY letter FROM ME! friggin postal service. no wonder less and less ppl wanna post stuff. i think, that IN THE PAST YEAR, between me and my sisters, there are about 10 greeting cards which we have posted that have gone missing. my dears, that.. is not cheap.. a card. would cost average about NZ$5.00. and multiply that by the exchange rate of 2.4. and then.. let's not forget the wonderful PRICE that the postal service charges.. oh.. a good $2.00. no excuses that i didn't put enough stamps. i'll stamp the ppl on their head if they tell me that. b'cuz. i personally went into the post office to get stamps and showed them my cards. THEY SHOULD have given me the right amount of stamps. all i have to do now is call the NZ postal service here and make my complaint! but i have a feeling.. it's the other end(m'sian) of postal service that sucks ass.. i am sooo gonna complain. i'm not satisfied. an unsatisfied christine is angry. and when i'm angry.. i blow my top off...

apart from that. i'm feeling kinda uneasy. i hate it that i'm restricted. unable to do some things. how some things can't be in the past. where i can write things freely. i'm restricted. i'm restricting myself. i hate that. i don't wanna hurt certain parties. i understand their feelings. but i can't help feeling left out. don't understand this paragraph? nvm.. it was not meant to be understood. it's just me ranting.

aiyah. it's almost 3.. i have an exam in 6 hours time. better sleep.. mm.. someone's gonna kill me for sleeping so late. huzzah.. i have not finished studying.. hurrah.. i have approx. 2 days to study my 101. hurrah.. that it's about Biochemistry and EVOLUTION! hurrah that i HATED evolution in high school. hurrah.. that i'm finding that i am uninterested in bio(only SOME things interest me.. but nothing else)...i better go b4 i rant myself to my grave. bleh:P sorry peeps bout the ranty-ness of this post.

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