in pain..

arrghhh.. ulcer pain.. throat pain..

couldn't sleep.. all i could sub-consciously think about was how painful it was to swallow. and in my sleep and i was telling myself not to swallow. :(

tonight.. i'm trying something. lemsip drink thingy. let's hope it'll kill the pain.. KILL KILL KILLLLLL!!!

i'm gone.. too lazy to blog..