at this very moment..

i just want to go home to m'sia. i want to be with my friends. i want their company. they're my true friends. Admittedly, i do have friends here. but they just aren't close enough. i want my friends. i want my friends. i miss them. and i'm about to sit here and bawl my eyes out. except for one problem, it's still bright outside and everyone's not asleep.

my close friends here in nz just live too far away. it's so hard to just pop on by their place to have a good chat. it's so hard. i want my friends. my friends are more reliable than some ppl. i'm thinking of 2 words. 2 words that ring out loud in my brain now.