society and its misfits.
~how would one react, when told that a person dislikes going out b'cuz that person dislikes the way society is.
it baffles me.. what is wrong with society? when further queried, the person just didn't wanna say. maybe i might get answers later. however, now.. this question just remains in my mind: "so, what exactly is wrong with society?" okay.. if society were that bad, fine. i'm cool with that. i do know that society can be a bit of a bitch. however, what does society have to do with going out and having some quality time with a friend? it's not like i'm asking you to go out and make friends with everyone. i'm just asking for some time to catch up. the focus is on us. how does society affect that?
it's not as if.. staying at home's gonna solve anything. society's such. so, the hell with it. you're not just gonna stay home just cuz society's screwed up. so long as you know you're fine.. and your friends are fine. it's all cool.. isn't it? or am i, in my own way, just being ignorant to other ppl's thoughts and feelings?
~how would an extrovert react when told that someone really close, is really.. an introvert. should that person just.. dump..and look for other entertainment with other ppl? or should the person be a real nice person and just forsake going out, for staying home and just worble(muck, if i must use a proper word) around?
~how does one deal, when one runs out of options.NZ is just too boring. i'm starting to resent it. there's nothing i can do. everything's too expensive. to go out for a drink of coffee.. isn't as cheap as the neighbourhood mamak in m'sia. $1.10 just can't get you very far in nz. erm.. mebe water will suffice? mebe it's also the fact that friends just live too far away. and getting together just isn't as convenient.
many factors come into play. i don't know. but well, life is just getting a bit too much for me to handle at the moment. well, in actual fact, i can handle them. it's just that i need to be strong and face the facts. decisions need to be made. and firmly too.
okay, the deal is.. sometimes.. i just don't know what being demanding and not demanding is. maybe i'm demanding too much. or am i not? things are hard when secrets are kept. i have to face those facts. and yes, i will. however, my idea is.. couldn't it be a little easier with you being a li'l more supportive? honestly, i don't ask for the impossible,do i? maybe if i seem like i am, i might not realise it and need to be told. then again, maybe i'm just being too sensitive? i ransack my brain for ideas. and i come up with one. but it's a sucky one only cuz someone doesn't exactly like to do what i came up with. so, yes.. you agree anyway to go along with it. but how does that make me feel? bad of course. cuz i'm forcing u to do something which you DON'T wanna do. so,that is obviously demanding too much isn't it?
the reason why most times things don't happen? i don't know.. mebe it's cuz it lacks the enthusiasm that needs to spark me into a frenzy of excitement. i could never really be excited about doing stuff.. not unless it really appeals to me.. or the other party is really contagious with enthusiasm. i'm that kind of person. i need to be really interested in something.. else, i need to be infected with the enthusiasm for it. or else, i'd just be real dead about the whole thing. so, yes.. if you ever want me to do something.. get me all hyped out about it.. and i'll probably end up doing that too even if i'm damn scared of it. yes.. hell.. i kinda said that i wouldn't ever try bungee/bungy jumping. but heck.. i was all game for it when sis' bf did it!! i really wanted to take the plunge too! the only thing stopping me? $$.. that was all!geez..
i don't know. i'm just frustrated at the moment. it took me an hour to write this. and it's basically.. all just bull, no? ah well.. it might not be.. but heck.. who cares?
it baffles me.. what is wrong with society? when further queried, the person just didn't wanna say. maybe i might get answers later. however, now.. this question just remains in my mind: "so, what exactly is wrong with society?" okay.. if society were that bad, fine. i'm cool with that. i do know that society can be a bit of a bitch. however, what does society have to do with going out and having some quality time with a friend? it's not like i'm asking you to go out and make friends with everyone. i'm just asking for some time to catch up. the focus is on us. how does society affect that?
it's not as if.. staying at home's gonna solve anything. society's such. so, the hell with it. you're not just gonna stay home just cuz society's screwed up. so long as you know you're fine.. and your friends are fine. it's all cool.. isn't it? or am i, in my own way, just being ignorant to other ppl's thoughts and feelings?
~how would an extrovert react when told that someone really close, is really.. an introvert. should that person just.. dump..and look for other entertainment with other ppl? or should the person be a real nice person and just forsake going out, for staying home and just worble(muck, if i must use a proper word) around?
~how does one deal, when one runs out of options.NZ is just too boring. i'm starting to resent it. there's nothing i can do. everything's too expensive. to go out for a drink of coffee.. isn't as cheap as the neighbourhood mamak in m'sia. $1.10 just can't get you very far in nz. erm.. mebe water will suffice? mebe it's also the fact that friends just live too far away. and getting together just isn't as convenient.
many factors come into play. i don't know. but well, life is just getting a bit too much for me to handle at the moment. well, in actual fact, i can handle them. it's just that i need to be strong and face the facts. decisions need to be made. and firmly too.
okay, the deal is.. sometimes.. i just don't know what being demanding and not demanding is. maybe i'm demanding too much. or am i not? things are hard when secrets are kept. i have to face those facts. and yes, i will. however, my idea is.. couldn't it be a little easier with you being a li'l more supportive? honestly, i don't ask for the impossible,do i? maybe if i seem like i am, i might not realise it and need to be told. then again, maybe i'm just being too sensitive? i ransack my brain for ideas. and i come up with one. but it's a sucky one only cuz someone doesn't exactly like to do what i came up with. so, yes.. you agree anyway to go along with it. but how does that make me feel? bad of course. cuz i'm forcing u to do something which you DON'T wanna do. so,that is obviously demanding too much isn't it?
the reason why most times things don't happen? i don't know.. mebe it's cuz it lacks the enthusiasm that needs to spark me into a frenzy of excitement. i could never really be excited about doing stuff.. not unless it really appeals to me.. or the other party is really contagious with enthusiasm. i'm that kind of person. i need to be really interested in something.. else, i need to be infected with the enthusiasm for it. or else, i'd just be real dead about the whole thing. so, yes.. if you ever want me to do something.. get me all hyped out about it.. and i'll probably end up doing that too even if i'm damn scared of it. yes.. hell.. i kinda said that i wouldn't ever try bungee/bungy jumping. but heck.. i was all game for it when sis' bf did it!! i really wanted to take the plunge too! the only thing stopping me? $$.. that was all!geez..
i don't know. i'm just frustrated at the moment. it took me an hour to write this. and it's basically.. all just bull, no? ah well.. it might not be.. but heck.. who cares?
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