Time, has yet again snuck up on me.
Without much excitement, I had my last class about 2 weeks ago.
Now, it's ending again.
It's Friday in 5 minutes, I don't know. There's just this deep feeling in me that kind of is in disbelief and not wanting this to end.
Friday, although it would roll around, does not signify the true end of my university life. It will officially end after my internship ends. But, for me, it will feel like it is ended when I hand in my dissertation. Tomorrow, is the last day that I will be in university and have the luxury of conveniently looking for friends (or rather mostly bf) just like that and hang out...
After this, it will be work.. Where would we have the opportunity to just text someone and go "let's meet up now" and go random shopping.. or something to that effect?
It's ending for real now. Part of me, just wants to go into denial mode and just come back for more university to avoid stepping out into the big big world for just another year. Deep down, I know that another year of study is probably NOT what I want to do... but the panic of having to move onto another chapter and the nostalgia of it all just makes me feel like I should stay maybe, just for another year?
Decisions.. I think i should not even think about it and just do as what is best. Work first... masters? Maybe later.
Oh look.. it's past midnight..
A year ago.. I was panicking about my presentation. Today, i am a teaching assistant at the very same presentation I'd been panicking about.
Without much excitement, I had my last class about 2 weeks ago.
Now, it's ending again.
It's Friday in 5 minutes, I don't know. There's just this deep feeling in me that kind of is in disbelief and not wanting this to end.
Friday, although it would roll around, does not signify the true end of my university life. It will officially end after my internship ends. But, for me, it will feel like it is ended when I hand in my dissertation. Tomorrow, is the last day that I will be in university and have the luxury of conveniently looking for friends (or rather mostly bf) just like that and hang out...
After this, it will be work.. Where would we have the opportunity to just text someone and go "let's meet up now" and go random shopping.. or something to that effect?
It's ending for real now. Part of me, just wants to go into denial mode and just come back for more university to avoid stepping out into the big big world for just another year. Deep down, I know that another year of study is probably NOT what I want to do... but the panic of having to move onto another chapter and the nostalgia of it all just makes me feel like I should stay maybe, just for another year?
Decisions.. I think i should not even think about it and just do as what is best. Work first... masters? Maybe later.
Oh look.. it's past midnight..
A year ago.. I was panicking about my presentation. Today, i am a teaching assistant at the very same presentation I'd been panicking about.
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