Running running running.
So many things running through my head..
My tummy hurts.. again.. feels like gastric, but isn't. I think it's indigestion, but I remember having it even when I hadn't over-eaten... I think.
I am noticing all sorts of flaws in my skin.. ugh.. :S.. I really am growing older.
My clothes are literally STUFFED into my closet.. like literally.. sigh... It's starting to annoy me quite a bit. I hate seeing my clothes all smushed up like that. :( I feel so shallow saying that though.. I mean, why am I complaining about the lack of wardrobe space? There's so many other things in life that require more urgent attention..=.="
It seems like I'm not the only person hitting this 'loneliness' factor.. Well, perhaps not loneliness.. but a feeling like we are suddenly left without much of a social life? Perhaps, like LHui said, it's technology that is making us more distant from one another... but I also think that it's our life, how busy it is with work and what not.. and the distractions. We forget to have that human connection. I am not alone in feeling like I don't have as many friends as I used to have.. or maybe they were just 'friends'. LHui had an awesome term for it.. but I guess I'll term them as... acquaintances. Not 'friends' but people I know and talk to.
I guess I still do have many friends, it's just that I feel we've drifted apart due to the lack of contact... There's just so much more effort required nowadays... I guess.. that, my friends, is called growing up?
I don't know where this is headed, and I'm not too sure if I like it. I see pictures of people with such happening lives and I wonder if I'm just not making enough of an effort? I don't know la.. I just don't know.
Okay, I need to stop saying, "I don't know" and just start to "know". Right...
Anyway, that's what's run through my mind over the last couple of hours.. while ironing and having conversations with people.
*edit*
Correction made to post dated Mon, 28 Dec 09.
I was talking about a humongous COCKROACH... that's what ran into my room.. lol..
Talking about cockroaches.. there was a dead one on the floor of my garage today.. Dad recently sprayed the insect killer thing... I think it's working *smiles with glee*
My tummy hurts.. again.. feels like gastric, but isn't. I think it's indigestion, but I remember having it even when I hadn't over-eaten... I think.
I am noticing all sorts of flaws in my skin.. ugh.. :S.. I really am growing older.
My clothes are literally STUFFED into my closet.. like literally.. sigh... It's starting to annoy me quite a bit. I hate seeing my clothes all smushed up like that. :( I feel so shallow saying that though.. I mean, why am I complaining about the lack of wardrobe space? There's so many other things in life that require more urgent attention..=.="
It seems like I'm not the only person hitting this 'loneliness' factor.. Well, perhaps not loneliness.. but a feeling like we are suddenly left without much of a social life? Perhaps, like LHui said, it's technology that is making us more distant from one another... but I also think that it's our life, how busy it is with work and what not.. and the distractions. We forget to have that human connection. I am not alone in feeling like I don't have as many friends as I used to have.. or maybe they were just 'friends'. LHui had an awesome term for it.. but I guess I'll term them as... acquaintances. Not 'friends' but people I know and talk to.
I guess I still do have many friends, it's just that I feel we've drifted apart due to the lack of contact... There's just so much more effort required nowadays... I guess.. that, my friends, is called growing up?
I don't know where this is headed, and I'm not too sure if I like it. I see pictures of people with such happening lives and I wonder if I'm just not making enough of an effort? I don't know la.. I just don't know.
Okay, I need to stop saying, "I don't know" and just start to "know". Right...
Anyway, that's what's run through my mind over the last couple of hours.. while ironing and having conversations with people.
*edit*
Correction made to post dated Mon, 28 Dec 09.
I was talking about a humongous COCKROACH... that's what ran into my room.. lol..
Talking about cockroaches.. there was a dead one on the floor of my garage today.. Dad recently sprayed the insect killer thing... I think it's working *smiles with glee*
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