i feel like an idiot.

A class 'A' fool.

I stood out there in the cold, dressed only in my nightshirt..

Just cause I didn't hear what you said as you got into the car.

I didn't know if you were going home or not going home...

I guess deep down, I was hoping that you weren't going home....

So I stood outside, waiting, just in case you'd gone to re-park your car..

Just in case you walk up the driveway with your backpack to see that the lights were switched off and the door, shut.

I stood outside, waiting.... not knowing what to do.

What an idiot.