no mood to be jolly.
jolly holly bolly bollocks.
bah humbug.
-break for 10 minutes-
suddenly i've been uplifted into a happy mood. hehehe
well.. today was telling amy how i didn't really have the fun mood. dunno y. uni seems so dull and unpromising.
i've been frightened and overwhelmed by the amount of assignments i have. it's just sooo weird i guess after a whole year of no assignments. i guess i shouldn't be complaining. the amount of assignments which i have aren't no where as near as the assignments which my friends in design/artsy courses are getting. so i really should just suck it up and do them. but truth be told. a lot of it stems from the fact that i've sort of lost faith in my capabilities and self confidence. a li'l too pessimistic maybe.
i don't know. i've always been a pessimist for myself. and in certain other situations. but usually when it involves my friends or acquaintances, i can be rather optimistic on their behalf. i'll tell them to be more optimistic and advise them. however, the weirdest thing is that i am, in fact, a pessimist myself. a li'l bit like the person who's advising others when the person him/herself is like so. can't remember the proverb. oh well..
btw.. i got a paper cut under my right middle finger's nail.ouch. it hurts when i wash my hands and if i accidentally pull the skin. it was bleeding during chemmat lecture(that's when i got the cut). sigh.. paper can indeed really kill. and then i got my left leg squished cuz i stretched them too far. oops:P my bad. hehehe..
i need to accept the fact that i'm now a SECOND year student! ugh... help!
anyway.. to all you ppl out there who've just begun a new academic year.. good luck to you! don't lose faith!
bah humbug.
-break for 10 minutes-
suddenly i've been uplifted into a happy mood. hehehe
well.. today was telling amy how i didn't really have the fun mood. dunno y. uni seems so dull and unpromising.
i've been frightened and overwhelmed by the amount of assignments i have. it's just sooo weird i guess after a whole year of no assignments. i guess i shouldn't be complaining. the amount of assignments which i have aren't no where as near as the assignments which my friends in design/artsy courses are getting. so i really should just suck it up and do them. but truth be told. a lot of it stems from the fact that i've sort of lost faith in my capabilities and self confidence. a li'l too pessimistic maybe.
i don't know. i've always been a pessimist for myself. and in certain other situations. but usually when it involves my friends or acquaintances, i can be rather optimistic on their behalf. i'll tell them to be more optimistic and advise them. however, the weirdest thing is that i am, in fact, a pessimist myself. a li'l bit like the person who's advising others when the person him/herself is like so. can't remember the proverb. oh well..
btw.. i got a paper cut under my right middle finger's nail.ouch. it hurts when i wash my hands and if i accidentally pull the skin. it was bleeding during chemmat lecture(that's when i got the cut). sigh.. paper can indeed really kill. and then i got my left leg squished cuz i stretched them too far. oops:P my bad. hehehe..
i need to accept the fact that i'm now a SECOND year student! ugh... help!
anyway.. to all you ppl out there who've just begun a new academic year.. good luck to you! don't lose faith!
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