bloggermemaniac how's life?

Feeling jaded and fearful of the future :(

Worried that I'll lose touch with some people whom I feel most comfortable with.. who know me well and well, whom I just 'click' with.

I don't know what to think of the future, what to expect.

I am comfortable yet worried that I'll lose my sense of culture if I stay where I am.

I don't want to go back though..

I don't know what to do :(