oh my goodness!
gah.. i just realised.. it's so horrible.. a horrible horrible horrible attitude... i noticed that i tend to give slingshot answers(eh.. can't remember the term). but it's like.. i always answer questions b4 i think.. like when someone goes.."how was your day?" i'd go "okay i guess".. and then only i think of answering properly.
or when someone asks me something.. i'll just say "i don't know..." and then after that only i'll start thinking and then come back with an answer. it's like so contradictory. also when someone goes "you know how........" and i'll just straight away answer "i know." after the person finishes with his/her sentence when in actual fact i DON'T know. and then it'll suddenly click that i really DON'T know. arrghhh..
it's like the neurons in my brains ain't working well.. damn the signals in my body are even as lazy as i am!! the message just DOESN'T get through until a few seconds later and then i'll go "Oohhh." aieee>.< and now, ppl.. i'm now a slow pimple-riddled human specimen! or just maybe it's me.. thinking of too many things. not really paying attention but somehow at the same time i AM paying attention. mebe i'm just trying to do too many things at one time. trying to multi-task too much. tsk tsk..
i also have a problem of focusing on conversations. i mean.. i do try my absolute best!! i really do. most of the it's okay. but at times, after a while the convo goes all fuzzy and i have to give myself a mental shake to focus. short attention span? i don't know. it's so horrible. and when there's a lot of noise.. like in a place where there are a lot of ppl talking. it's even worst! aiiiee>.< i honestly think i'm half-deaf. i sometimes make ppl repeat so many times that i sometimes just pretend i know what they're talking about cuz i'm just afraid that they'll get annoyed with me. aiyoh... i need to start learning and focusing. might be a real task. but hey.. one that needs to be done!
or when someone asks me something.. i'll just say "i don't know..." and then after that only i'll start thinking and then come back with an answer. it's like so contradictory. also when someone goes "you know how........" and i'll just straight away answer "i know." after the person finishes with his/her sentence when in actual fact i DON'T know. and then it'll suddenly click that i really DON'T know. arrghhh..
it's like the neurons in my brains ain't working well.. damn the signals in my body are even as lazy as i am!! the message just DOESN'T get through until a few seconds later and then i'll go "Oohhh." aieee>.< and now, ppl.. i'm now a slow pimple-riddled human specimen! or just maybe it's me.. thinking of too many things. not really paying attention but somehow at the same time i AM paying attention. mebe i'm just trying to do too many things at one time. trying to multi-task too much. tsk tsk..
i also have a problem of focusing on conversations. i mean.. i do try my absolute best!! i really do. most of the it's okay. but at times, after a while the convo goes all fuzzy and i have to give myself a mental shake to focus. short attention span? i don't know. it's so horrible. and when there's a lot of noise.. like in a place where there are a lot of ppl talking. it's even worst! aiiiee>.< i honestly think i'm half-deaf. i sometimes make ppl repeat so many times that i sometimes just pretend i know what they're talking about cuz i'm just afraid that they'll get annoyed with me. aiyoh... i need to start learning and focusing. might be a real task. but hey.. one that needs to be done!
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