question.

how come.. life is so complicated?
 
is it b'cuz of emotions that life is complicated. or is it b'cuz of a complicated life that we're emotional?
 
i just don't understand. all i want is nothing much. really.. nothing at all. well, maybe to me it's nothing. but i guess it's something really big to them.
 
i'm such a loser. i just wanna quit. i'm so afraid of difficulty. i just don't wanna spoil my grades.
 
at the moment.. i'm just really sad. it seems as if. whenever i'm sad.. i just can't pull myself outta that hole. something's not right. i used to be able to. need to work harder at being happy. i'm very unforgiving. which is so bad. i should be more forgiving. but i guess i'm just a difficult person. i do forgive. but it takes time. it does...