oh crap..

why did i not study earlier? year in year out i ask the same question over and over again.. why? why didn't i do this.. why didn't i do that?? why didn't i study earlier is ALWAYS there.. -.-"

i've had a look at the exam paper.. let's just say.. i'd be damn happy to pass.. look.. i want a decent grade. but that's not possible anymore. this is going to be one of those really low grades that will pull me down to a point where i would not be able to believe it. sigh..

this has got to stop. i started studying early. but how come i didn't concentrate? why is it that i have to be under pressure to perform? it's so stressful and painful.. and tiring. i know i'm getting tired of it but yet i still do it.

i suppose that certain events which have transpired over the last few days have had a hand in what has happened. but i cannot blame it all on that. sigh. okay.. i better go. here's to another week and half of torturous last minute rushing. *cheers*