what the hell!???
VODAFONE YOU ASSHOLES! YOU CHARGE US BLOODY TRUCKLOADS OF CASH AND YOUR STUPID SERVICE SUCKS! YOU ARE USELESS!! ASS!!! DAMN YOU BLOODY IDIOTS!!! i have a lot on my mind which i wish to write to you and complain you bloody suckers!
i need to chill-.-"
after microbiology i don't think i can. it's good enough that i've been awake this bloody long. okay.. fine. i woke up at 11. but i slept at 4.30. been not having enough sleep. i really really need to calm down.. all that runs through my mind now is f**king this f**king that. >.<. i know. damn vulgar. i need to stop.. but i really really really need to vent this anger SOMEWHERE. i don't know where!
i can't rant to my bf.. b'cuz vodafone screws up! no way in hell that i could not have received phone calls from him. COME ON! my phone was bloody on the dining table i'm so going downstairs right now to check reception.
and guess what? FULL SERVICE DAMMIT!!!!damn these bloody vodafone ppl. what the hell.. pay so much for what? CRAP service i tell you!
20cents for sms/text messaging. regardless local, overseas or whatever. 49 cents for phone calls. PER MINUTE. and bloody charges us when we suddenly get to ppl's voicemail. shit man. 49cents to listen to stupid voice message. cuz i DON'T wanna leave message.. 49 bloody shitting cents okay!! my goodness.. and then we get charged to listen to our messages? they make 69 cents just from the bloody voicemail shit! come ONNN!!! daylight robbery!
what the hell man.. now looking to talk to someone online. nobody's online. trusted friends are probably out having fun. great. stupid friday. you know what? it comes to a point where i get so frustrated and who do i look to for help? my friends. just cuz my bf is so hard to contact. i'm sorry. i know i should be more patient. i'm trying my bloody best to okay. i AM! and i really really think i put up with a lot. i mean.. i panic about my exam.. my friends calm me down. bf busy. what is wrong with our timing??? it's always wrong. haven't had a good chat with him for ages. miss him.. wanna talk to him. instead of the "hey.. how are you?.. okay.. good night". that's not conversation. that's just a greeting bloody hell.. i don't like it! no. not one friggin bit. blah.. i'm just ranting. i know. possible half of whatever i'm saying is unfounded anyway. damn bloody pissed offf.. damn friggin grumpy. was damn looking forward to it. but NO. forces of evil has to come upon us and mess up with us again. i need more patience. i'm damn bloody short-tempered now. need to calm friggin down.
sigh.. i guess like they say. take every challenge in stride. i really don't want to=.=" fark. calming down. i think i'll resign myself to the fact that this relationship is just gonna be like that. everything works against us. why does it have to be so hard? oh yeah.. maybe it's cuz good times lie ahead. but like every person in a difficult situation. i cannot see the good. i feel like a lot of things just work against us. is it just maybe one of the low periods that last a bit longer than a few years? and if i stick it out that everything will be okay? i really don't know. don't know what to do either. i guess nothing comes easy. but heck.. can't it be SLIGHTLY easier. so 'san fu'.
sometimes i just wanna be unreasonable. but i guess.. i can't. if i really want this to work. i really cannot be unreasonable. and by being reasonable, i cannot complain about not being able to speak to him. nope. i can't. because i have to understand situations. but heck. it's so farking hard. damn it. sigh.. character building i shall take this as.
i'm sorry.. i've calmed down somewhat. i shall look forward to the future. tomorrow.. after all, it's only a day away...
ps: thanks ed for the music. oh.. and i think i prefer old school jazz ;) well, dunno lah.. i just like the lester young album better than the michael brecker one. and thank u sooo much for michael buble!!!:D joy joy joy:D:D ehhehehe.. gonna go listen to it now:D
pps: sorry for being grumpy
post edit(2.07am):
thinking about it. maybe it was a good thing i didn't talk to him then. i was a little annoyed at him. i don't know. life works out in weird ways. maybe it was for the better. michael buble! let's hope you can help me darling ;)
i need to chill-.-"
after microbiology i don't think i can. it's good enough that i've been awake this bloody long. okay.. fine. i woke up at 11. but i slept at 4.30. been not having enough sleep. i really really need to calm down.. all that runs through my mind now is f**king this f**king that. >.<. i know. damn vulgar. i need to stop.. but i really really really need to vent this anger SOMEWHERE. i don't know where!
i can't rant to my bf.. b'cuz vodafone screws up! no way in hell that i could not have received phone calls from him. COME ON! my phone was bloody on the dining table i'm so going downstairs right now to check reception.
and guess what? FULL SERVICE DAMMIT!!!!damn these bloody vodafone ppl. what the hell.. pay so much for what? CRAP service i tell you!
20cents for sms/text messaging. regardless local, overseas or whatever. 49 cents for phone calls. PER MINUTE. and bloody charges us when we suddenly get to ppl's voicemail. shit man. 49cents to listen to stupid voice message. cuz i DON'T wanna leave message.. 49 bloody shitting cents okay!! my goodness.. and then we get charged to listen to our messages? they make 69 cents just from the bloody voicemail shit! come ONNN!!! daylight robbery!
what the hell man.. now looking to talk to someone online. nobody's online. trusted friends are probably out having fun. great. stupid friday. you know what? it comes to a point where i get so frustrated and who do i look to for help? my friends. just cuz my bf is so hard to contact. i'm sorry. i know i should be more patient. i'm trying my bloody best to okay. i AM! and i really really think i put up with a lot. i mean.. i panic about my exam.. my friends calm me down. bf busy. what is wrong with our timing??? it's always wrong. haven't had a good chat with him for ages. miss him.. wanna talk to him. instead of the "hey.. how are you?.. okay.. good night". that's not conversation. that's just a greeting bloody hell.. i don't like it! no. not one friggin bit. blah.. i'm just ranting. i know. possible half of whatever i'm saying is unfounded anyway. damn bloody pissed offf.. damn friggin grumpy. was damn looking forward to it. but NO. forces of evil has to come upon us and mess up with us again. i need more patience. i'm damn bloody short-tempered now. need to calm friggin down.
sigh.. i guess like they say. take every challenge in stride. i really don't want to=.=" fark. calming down. i think i'll resign myself to the fact that this relationship is just gonna be like that. everything works against us. why does it have to be so hard? oh yeah.. maybe it's cuz good times lie ahead. but like every person in a difficult situation. i cannot see the good. i feel like a lot of things just work against us. is it just maybe one of the low periods that last a bit longer than a few years? and if i stick it out that everything will be okay? i really don't know. don't know what to do either. i guess nothing comes easy. but heck.. can't it be SLIGHTLY easier. so 'san fu'.
sometimes i just wanna be unreasonable. but i guess.. i can't. if i really want this to work. i really cannot be unreasonable. and by being reasonable, i cannot complain about not being able to speak to him. nope. i can't. because i have to understand situations. but heck. it's so farking hard. damn it. sigh.. character building i shall take this as.
i'm sorry.. i've calmed down somewhat. i shall look forward to the future. tomorrow.. after all, it's only a day away...
ps: thanks ed for the music. oh.. and i think i prefer old school jazz ;) well, dunno lah.. i just like the lester young album better than the michael brecker one. and thank u sooo much for michael buble!!!:D joy joy joy:D:D ehhehehe.. gonna go listen to it now:D
pps: sorry for being grumpy
post edit(2.07am):
thinking about it. maybe it was a good thing i didn't talk to him then. i was a little annoyed at him. i don't know. life works out in weird ways. maybe it was for the better. michael buble! let's hope you can help me darling ;)
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