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laughing gas wearing off me thinks. hehe.. still got traces of it but pretty normal today. oh yeah.. haha.. eggs SK?? when i saw the title i was like.. huh?! thought wat.. eh.. u ever gonna blog about ur life or something? egg problems.. aiseh.. 'exciting'!! hahaha...:P
anyhooo.. skipped physics today. i think it got to me. too annoyed to enter class. just fall asleep oni. meh.. so went to city with amy, stefan and julie. accompanied julie while she had lunch at BK. mm...then walked along queen st. a while. just walking around doing nothing in particular. yeah..i know, so exciting huh? hehe.. but yah.. went in to glassons(women's clothing store). think stefan felt a li'l out of place. but that's ok.. experience for him.. haha..
didn't do much. just walked till the end of queen st. then caught a bus home. quite fast oso. the bus oni took 8 minutes to get to my stop. yeesh.. and to think i spend 35 mins on the bus when i take it from uni. but i suppose if i were to walk from uni to queen st. it'll probably take me about 10 mins.. comes to about the same lar. i'll just won't take the bus during peak hours.
i'm pretty bored today. i think i'm just tired. not in the mood to make any decisions. my sister's asking me whether i wanna go to sydney with her. i want to travel. but i'm not too sure about it at the same time. i don't want to spend too much money. with the exchange rate being so high now. i really don't know. hate having to call my parents about it. you know.. i think i've got to be the worst kid any parents could have. i seriously haven't called my parents much since i got back to nz. in fact. a total of er.. ONE time? yeah.. not that i don't miss them. i guess my parents taught me to be THAT independent that i'm okay i suppose. it helps loads that my sisters are here too. geez.. in one of my "i dunno" moods again. feel like screaming.
not only that.. i have to decide whether or not i want to speak in front of my chem class. cuz u know how i signed up for the class representative thing? yeah.. now, the lecturer has emailed my 'other comments'(basically where we write about ourselves but i didn't know that so i ended up oni writing "i'm friendly and approachable and would be happy to help anyone in need of help". when other ppl were writing essays about how they were the head of this school and that blablabalbal.. yeesh.. i suck) and asked to finalise what we went shown to the class. yeah.. and now i can't think of what i should write there. also i have to decide whether or not i should speak in front of class. i might. just introduce myself so they know who i am. and that's it. not gonna say anything more. sigh.. don't even know whether i should go on with this. starting to lose faith in myself. bleh.. so faithless.
ah heck.. gotta make some decisions soon.. okay.. think systematically. i'm going to now call my sister doreen to ask her how much this thing is gonna cost and then call my mum about the costings. whoa.. i oni call my parents when something goes wrong or something needs permission? i suck.. :( i need to improve on this. i suck.. i suck i suck!! arrghh.. nooo.. i'm such a lousy daughter. yeesh... basically i don't tell my parents/family much. my sisters don't know much about my life. nuts huh? weird huh? yah.. i know.. haha.. heck.. i'm a bit loony today.. er.. when am i ever not.. haha.. but psycho kinda loony i suppose..
anyhooo.. skipped physics today. i think it got to me. too annoyed to enter class. just fall asleep oni. meh.. so went to city with amy, stefan and julie. accompanied julie while she had lunch at BK. mm...then walked along queen st. a while. just walking around doing nothing in particular. yeah..i know, so exciting huh? hehe.. but yah.. went in to glassons(women's clothing store). think stefan felt a li'l out of place. but that's ok.. experience for him.. haha..
didn't do much. just walked till the end of queen st. then caught a bus home. quite fast oso. the bus oni took 8 minutes to get to my stop. yeesh.. and to think i spend 35 mins on the bus when i take it from uni. but i suppose if i were to walk from uni to queen st. it'll probably take me about 10 mins.. comes to about the same lar. i'll just won't take the bus during peak hours.
i'm pretty bored today. i think i'm just tired. not in the mood to make any decisions. my sister's asking me whether i wanna go to sydney with her. i want to travel. but i'm not too sure about it at the same time. i don't want to spend too much money. with the exchange rate being so high now. i really don't know. hate having to call my parents about it. you know.. i think i've got to be the worst kid any parents could have. i seriously haven't called my parents much since i got back to nz. in fact. a total of er.. ONE time? yeah.. not that i don't miss them. i guess my parents taught me to be THAT independent that i'm okay i suppose. it helps loads that my sisters are here too. geez.. in one of my "i dunno" moods again. feel like screaming.
not only that.. i have to decide whether or not i want to speak in front of my chem class. cuz u know how i signed up for the class representative thing? yeah.. now, the lecturer has emailed my 'other comments'(basically where we write about ourselves but i didn't know that so i ended up oni writing "i'm friendly and approachable and would be happy to help anyone in need of help". when other ppl were writing essays about how they were the head of this school and that blablabalbal.. yeesh.. i suck) and asked to finalise what we went shown to the class. yeah.. and now i can't think of what i should write there. also i have to decide whether or not i should speak in front of class. i might. just introduce myself so they know who i am. and that's it. not gonna say anything more. sigh.. don't even know whether i should go on with this. starting to lose faith in myself. bleh.. so faithless.
ah heck.. gotta make some decisions soon.. okay.. think systematically. i'm going to now call my sister doreen to ask her how much this thing is gonna cost and then call my mum about the costings. whoa.. i oni call my parents when something goes wrong or something needs permission? i suck.. :( i need to improve on this. i suck.. i suck i suck!! arrghh.. nooo.. i'm such a lousy daughter. yeesh... basically i don't tell my parents/family much. my sisters don't know much about my life. nuts huh? weird huh? yah.. i know.. haha.. heck.. i'm a bit loony today.. er.. when am i ever not.. haha.. but psycho kinda loony i suppose..
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