eeps..

and it has begun.. the irregular updating of the blog. oh dear..it's wednesday. i've got my first lab in about an hour and 50 minutes time. i'm going to be so lost. couldn't even do my pre-lab assignments. yeesh. needed help from my fren. haha.. thank goodness for amy. or else i'd really be lost. haha.. yesterday had my lectures. basically, it was sorta like the first day of full lectures because the on the first day most lecturers just gave an outline of what we were learning and what the course was about and etc. etc... yup.. only the second day of lectures and i already fell asleep in class. crud. it was the second lecture of the day at about 9 sumthing in the morning. the lecturer kept droning on and on about the body's diff. types of cell, tissue, organ, systtem organisation and the 11 or so different types of systems in the body.. egad!!! so as time passed, i gradually slipped into a blissful slumber. now, the next thing i knew i was awake and my fren was furiously copying notes.. eeps!!ok.. and the next thing after that i knew, ppl started packing up their notes.. what!?? oh.. oops... class is already almost over? uh oh..

yup. that's me. i can't even stay awake in class. i don't know how i'm going to be able to survive thru my whole course!! thinking over it now, i don't know whether what i'm doing is what i like. it seems as if i'm not very interested in whatever i'm doing. i have just realised that there's a lot of bio going on in my papers. ooo.. i wanna take a stats paper. hehe.. well, i don't want to. i'm just thinking about what a waste it is for me to not to any math after studying math for like what? the last 12 years of my life!? and that's of course not including the 2 years of kindy. sigh.. that's the prob with uni i suppose. you have to make choices to decide your life. you end up having to leave out something that you have been doing for almost your whole life.

it's 8.20 and my sister's still not done with the toilet. and to think. i was actually supposed to walk up to parnell rd. to take a bus at 8.30. haahaha.. lucky me eldest sis is not going to work today.. ah.. thought of sleeping. but came online. oh heck.. i'm addicted.. seriously. after my trip or rather probably the time after bursary.. i'm addicted to the internet. don't know what i do. but the comp now is on most of the time that i'm home. hahha.. the brilliant wonders of adsl.. dang. it's been rainy all morning. wondering whether i shoulud lug around my big black umbrella or would my green foldable one be sufficient. looking out the window and at a tree across the road, i might have to choose the former. it's quite windy indeed.

i'm bored. uni life is so-so.. i don't know what to do. bummin around all the time. break times are not sufficiently long enough for me to go around much. okay, i need to do something to meet more frens. yup. at the moment i'm stagnated at the current frens that i have. it's kinda bad in a way.. hahah.. yes yes.. join more clubs? probably.. i've already joined one. but already i'm too lazy to go for the welcome bbq or something.. hahah.. yes yes indeed. don't know. this week, i'm in a mood.. am in a 'feeling so lost and intimidated by meeting strangers' mood. haha.. yeah.. always hate this feeling when you're new to something and everything seems familiar to everyone but you. it feels as if i'm intruding. not that i can't survive such situations. but a bit tedious for me to go thru such a situation. a tad.. tedious you see.. ah heck.. i should be less anti-social and get my arse off the chair and start making frens. lazy bum:(.. oh well.. i gtg now. sleepy.. hehe.. well, not really, just lazy.. ugh.. sloth coming thru.. MOVE PPL!!!