mmm.

new zealand is damn boring. i don't have fun going out! i just wanna go home when i go out. in malaysia it was, cool.. let's go out! don't give a damn if i were tired. but here.. it's so damn boring. sigh.. i suppose i don't have my group of friends. but heck.. it's still so boring. went out for dinner with my sis and her fren. had japanese. then after that came home a while. went out again to the city. went to this restaurant cum bar. did nothing much. was there with my sister and her frens. so, kinda not on the same wavelength i suppose. ok.. i need frens to go out with me. but they all either DON'T wanna go out or live like FAR away!! argh...

then went to this bar. ordered this thing called peachy keen. but trust me.. i could hardly taste the eh hem.. supposed 'peach'. stupid ppl. they mite as well call it the vodka lime drink that's supposed to have peach and oh, ginger. considering that it's ginger..it's supposed to be THAT strong rite? but nooo.. the lime was overpowering and tasted more like i was drinking sour lime vodka.peach was absolutely NON-EXISTENT in that drink. yeesh.. if you're gonna name something a certain thing. then make sure that particular thing is actually present in that idiotic thing you're naming.

am in a bitchy mood. ranting 'lap sap'(rubbish) think it's cuz i'm tired. tired and bored. not a good combo. sigh.. u know.. i seriously hate it when ppl ask me what i'm doing in uni now. ok, so mebe it's cuz i'm not in a good mood that i find it ultra annoying. but seriously, i find it kind of annoying anyway. cuz I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M MAJORING IN MYSELF! kay.. it's not their fault or anything.. it's just that i can't stand it. it's already enough that i have to deal with my inner demons trying to figure out what the heck i'm supposed to do with this idiotic life of mine without having to deal with ppl asking me what i want to do when i DON'T know what to do..

seriously annoyed cuz i can't seem to have a net phone convo with syaz. crap. m'sian networks are one of the hardest to connect with. i'm not kidding. i have the most trouble and slowest connection ever with my frens in m'sia. this sucks.arghh.. i think i better shut up now.. yeesh.. i'm making up my mind. i think i'm going to sydney during the easter hols. hope i'm making the right decision....

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