As my holiday draws to an end, I can't help but have the familiar feelings of hesitance and general well, fear I suppose of what the future holds. I couldn't help but feel a sense of little bits of myself scattered across two different places on this earth. My life is split between two countries. No doubt, my life now is primarily in Auckland. But there's just so much here as well for me. Though I am quite sure that I am not ready to come back and work here. Not for a while anyway.
I can't imagine moving again to yet another country. Maybe it's just cause of my tendency of never really letting go of things.. Letting go of past memories, feelings.. etc..Class A sentimentalist I suppose.
I was thinking about the memories here. I was wondering if I should bother bringing things like my photo albums back with me to NZ. I guess it wouldn't be too bad an idea. Speaking of which, I think I want to go look for a pair of glasses. I have decided to make an extra pair just in case. I'm not too sure about the current pair I have lasting me till the next time I return to M'sia. Moreover, I just can't seem to get over having to wear my old geeky glasses. Hmm.. Vanity.. tsk tsk.
So many things to plan out to do before I take that return flight. I am looking forward to something, but at the same time.. who wants a holiday to end eh?
Oh well.. such is life. It can't always be a holiday can it?
I can't imagine moving again to yet another country. Maybe it's just cause of my tendency of never really letting go of things.. Letting go of past memories, feelings.. etc..Class A sentimentalist I suppose.
I was thinking about the memories here. I was wondering if I should bother bringing things like my photo albums back with me to NZ. I guess it wouldn't be too bad an idea. Speaking of which, I think I want to go look for a pair of glasses. I have decided to make an extra pair just in case. I'm not too sure about the current pair I have lasting me till the next time I return to M'sia. Moreover, I just can't seem to get over having to wear my old geeky glasses. Hmm.. Vanity.. tsk tsk.
So many things to plan out to do before I take that return flight. I am looking forward to something, but at the same time.. who wants a holiday to end eh?
Oh well.. such is life. It can't always be a holiday can it?
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