HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Yep. It's now 2006. like heck.. where indeed did 2005 go?

It's pouring outside now so I think I better make this quick. Yes.. thunderstorms in Malaysia are NO joke.

2005 was probably more bitter than sweet. In a way, I do not want it to end because I'm more afraid of how 2006 will pan out to be. I am not sad that it has ended though. Don't know la. It just feels like any other day. The first of January 2006. No different from any other day.

I am just thankful that I am able to be able to spend my new year's and my coming 21st birthday with the majority of people who are most important in my life. I don't know if I have learnt much from 2005. But I sure do hope that I have. Because of all those experiences. Hopefully, it will build me to become a better person. I hope that I will never forget these experiences and lessons from the past year.

I hope that friendships will last. I hope for the best for all on earth. Being afraid of the future is probably not the best thing to be. B'cuz it will probably hold me back from things. However, I just can't help harbouring this little feeling of fear in the pits of my heart. I just hope that it doesn't consume me. I will NOT let this fear of what MIGHT happen hold me back. Well, I hope I'm only strong enough. Maybe, with the guidance of God and with the support of the people around me, I will be able to pull through whatever comes my way.

To another year of maturing through experiences and hopefully more happy tears than sad!!

I love you all my friends and family. Take care for the coming year. And please, NEVER forget little old me. For I will ALWAYS keep you in my heart.

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