I know I shouldn't be saying this..
but I just HAVE to. It's compulsory. For every new educational term/year, it's just natural for me to whine and rant about it and pick at every nitty bitty crappiness of my timetable and so on and so forth!
Anyway... big announcement.. IT'S MY THIRD FREAKING YEAR OF UNIVERSITY AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HECK I'M DOING OR WHERE I'M HEADED!
ahhh.. that was NOT a relief or a block of bricks of my shoulder but it needed saying anyway. Kekeke..
I'm just going into it like how I go into every other year. With a ..... erm... blur sotong attitude? Haih... I'm just gonna bum my way around and do my best to get through this final year of my DEGREE! YES! hahaa.. Just for now I'm focusing on THAT. Till round mid-year where I think I'm meant to erm.. decide on some wonderful thing called HONOURS. tralalla...
I don't know.. I think I'm just soooo reluctant to start uni, but then it comes to a point where I just end up giving up being reluctant and just leave everything to fate and my er.. 'determination'. Well, I'm just determined to do better than last year and hopefully er.. work harder.
Psych is my first paper in the morning. Can't, erm.. wait to be in a class full of first years again. *cough*. YEah. Kinda nervous though. It seems as if it's such a different paper as compared to what I've been doing for the past 2 years. I don't know eh. I seem to always pick the stupidest and harder papers as my electives. Dingbat me is! OH well, challenge oneself and widens one's general knowledge no?
Visited my sis' flat. Cousin stays downstairs. I reckon that place is like... bigger than my current place? Or maybe not.. Probably just cuz I'm always stuck in my tiny room. Hahha.. Rather happy in my little pigeon hole though. I'm too lazy to move into the master bedroom my eldest sis is vacating. Too lazy because when my parents come it means having to move back to my room so I might as well stick to my pigeon hole. Might store some stuff there though. Then again, I like all my stuff in one place. Hate it when everything's everywhere! SO.. yep.. You guessed it. I wanna keep everything in my PIGEON hole!!! Like what the heck!!?? Groannn.. pigeon hole+Christine+everything she owns=WHERE THE HECK AM I GOING TO SLEEP IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS TIME!!!
Fine.. That was an exaggeration. But I do love my room with its big big windows. Yeah.. next time my room in the house I own also has to have big big windows. It has to be VERY bright. HEHEHe.. I love the sun. Else I get depressed. heh. Specially in crappy ol' Auckland.
NOwwwwwwwww.... Marking down the days till I get back to Malaysia. I sure do HAVE to start looking for cheap flights to Melbourne huh? Sigh.. such a procrastinator this lazy bum is!
ON a more emotional and deeper 'feeling' kinda insight thingy.. I sure somehow do wish.. that it were easier to fall in love with some people. People who love you back for who you are and all your faults and bad habits. People who have been there for ages for you and hopefully will be there in the future as well, even if just as a friend.
I'm pretty sure a certain girl friend of mine understands how I feel and knows what I mean.. not too sure if the 'person' understands. Sigh. Oh well..
Anyway... big announcement.. IT'S MY THIRD FREAKING YEAR OF UNIVERSITY AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HECK I'M DOING OR WHERE I'M HEADED!
ahhh.. that was NOT a relief or a block of bricks of my shoulder but it needed saying anyway. Kekeke..
I'm just going into it like how I go into every other year. With a ..... erm... blur sotong attitude? Haih... I'm just gonna bum my way around and do my best to get through this final year of my DEGREE! YES! hahaa.. Just for now I'm focusing on THAT. Till round mid-year where I think I'm meant to erm.. decide on some wonderful thing called HONOURS. tralalla...
I don't know.. I think I'm just soooo reluctant to start uni, but then it comes to a point where I just end up giving up being reluctant and just leave everything to fate and my er.. 'determination'. Well, I'm just determined to do better than last year and hopefully er.. work harder.
Psych is my first paper in the morning. Can't, erm.. wait to be in a class full of first years again. *cough*. YEah. Kinda nervous though. It seems as if it's such a different paper as compared to what I've been doing for the past 2 years. I don't know eh. I seem to always pick the stupidest and harder papers as my electives. Dingbat me is! OH well, challenge oneself and widens one's general knowledge no?
Visited my sis' flat. Cousin stays downstairs. I reckon that place is like... bigger than my current place? Or maybe not.. Probably just cuz I'm always stuck in my tiny room. Hahha.. Rather happy in my little pigeon hole though. I'm too lazy to move into the master bedroom my eldest sis is vacating. Too lazy because when my parents come it means having to move back to my room so I might as well stick to my pigeon hole. Might store some stuff there though. Then again, I like all my stuff in one place. Hate it when everything's everywhere! SO.. yep.. You guessed it. I wanna keep everything in my PIGEON hole!!! Like what the heck!!?? Groannn.. pigeon hole+Christine+everything she owns=WHERE THE HECK AM I GOING TO SLEEP IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS TIME!!!
Fine.. That was an exaggeration. But I do love my room with its big big windows. Yeah.. next time my room in the house I own also has to have big big windows. It has to be VERY bright. HEHEHe.. I love the sun. Else I get depressed. heh. Specially in crappy ol' Auckland.
NOwwwwwwwww.... Marking down the days till I get back to Malaysia. I sure do HAVE to start looking for cheap flights to Melbourne huh? Sigh.. such a procrastinator this lazy bum is!
ON a more emotional and deeper 'feeling' kinda insight thingy.. I sure somehow do wish.. that it were easier to fall in love with some people. People who love you back for who you are and all your faults and bad habits. People who have been there for ages for you and hopefully will be there in the future as well, even if just as a friend.
I'm pretty sure a certain girl friend of mine understands how I feel and knows what I mean.. not too sure if the 'person' understands. Sigh. Oh well..
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