I am a hopeless loser generation Y, Z whatever I am that has no life goals, aims or hopes of ever being someone great!!!!!
ARRRGGHhH>.
FARK IT.
MY STUPID COMPUTER DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ANY GAMES. WHAT COMPUTER DOESN'T COME WITH GAMES?! faq utwio;'pU 4] [0B O 7VW 0B =
I feel useless as a person, as a gf, as a duaghter and a sister. I can't even help my bf who's stressed out. Instead, I do the exact opposite. I stress him out more. WHAT THE FARK! I'm so hopeless that I'm so angry right now. FARK. Don't tell me I can change or whatever farking shit la. I know I can. It just seems like I seem to be failing at my attempts to be a better human being.
What's the farking point for me to get good grades when I don't even have a goal or know what I want to do in the future.When I don't even have the drive to achieve. How hopeless can one be??? Honestly, I feel like such a failure even though I have not really failed in life. I cannot seem to achieve the best that i can simply because I see no point in trying to. Nothing really matters anymore and my self-pitying and wallowing have overtaken everything making things undo-able. The drive to complete a task no longer even gives me the drive that I need. Ergo, I can't even complete a task properly and f*cking what nots.
First off, I've already resigned myself to failure and THAT in itself IS failure.
DAMN it.
People are applying for jobs. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT F*CKING LINE I WANT TO GO INTO. WHAT THE FAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
I deserve very much to be SHOT. ARGH.
ARRRGGHhH>.
FARK IT.
MY STUPID COMPUTER DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ANY GAMES. WHAT COMPUTER DOESN'T COME WITH GAMES?! faq utwio;'pU 4] [0B O 7VW 0B =
I feel useless as a person, as a gf, as a duaghter and a sister. I can't even help my bf who's stressed out. Instead, I do the exact opposite. I stress him out more. WHAT THE FARK! I'm so hopeless that I'm so angry right now. FARK. Don't tell me I can change or whatever farking shit la. I know I can. It just seems like I seem to be failing at my attempts to be a better human being.
What's the farking point for me to get good grades when I don't even have a goal or know what I want to do in the future.When I don't even have the drive to achieve. How hopeless can one be??? Honestly, I feel like such a failure even though I have not really failed in life. I cannot seem to achieve the best that i can simply because I see no point in trying to. Nothing really matters anymore and my self-pitying and wallowing have overtaken everything making things undo-able. The drive to complete a task no longer even gives me the drive that I need. Ergo, I can't even complete a task properly and f*cking what nots.
First off, I've already resigned myself to failure and THAT in itself IS failure.
DAMN it.
People are applying for jobs. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT F*CKING LINE I WANT TO GO INTO. WHAT THE FAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
I deserve very much to be SHOT. ARGH.
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