I'm suffering from some major culture shock.
Not really in a way, but it's like.. I know how it's meant to be here.. but it's somehow, there's this funny feeling.
I'm having a major personality complex. Feeling really confused.
On the one hand, I am really proud of my heritage and my culture. On the other hand, I can't see myself working here in Malaysia, or rather.. I don't really want to?
Coming back, I really get confused sometimes. Sigh.
On my first night back, I was standing in my room and just was quite befuddled. I guess it didn't help I was exhausted and confused. But part of it was feeling at 'home' here as much as I feel at 'home' in NZ.. I got really confused and well, lost.
Ah.. I don't know .. Sigh.
Not really in a way, but it's like.. I know how it's meant to be here.. but it's somehow, there's this funny feeling.
I'm having a major personality complex. Feeling really confused.
On the one hand, I am really proud of my heritage and my culture. On the other hand, I can't see myself working here in Malaysia, or rather.. I don't really want to?
Coming back, I really get confused sometimes. Sigh.
On my first night back, I was standing in my room and just was quite befuddled. I guess it didn't help I was exhausted and confused. But part of it was feeling at 'home' here as much as I feel at 'home' in NZ.. I got really confused and well, lost.
Ah.. I don't know .. Sigh.
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