Gosh golly..

I really should be at my desk doing work.. but I'm not. Mmmm.. maybe I should just work in here(in the lab)... Or maybe not. i probably will end up not doing much. I have a meeting with my head of department soon at 9.30 to discuss about the honours program. I'm going to seal my fate with this thing soon. I don't know.

 

Last night, I was full of faith that I could do this as I know that I will have the support of many ppl. Some ppl in particular especially. THat did give me a bit of a boost in my morale and courage. Then I kind of lost it. Within an hour. Groan-.-"

 

Some mornings, I wake up feeling like the weight of the world is on my shoulders dreading everything that's coming my way. THen, there are those mornings where I wake up with full of zest and semangat(the english word slips my mind -.-"). More often than not, that rather quickly fizzles out sometimes. At the moment, I don't see a point in anything I do. THere is no purpose. Maybe that's what drives me. A sense of purpose. Something to propel me forward.

 

No matter. I believe(or I think I SHOULD) that it is up to the person to choose how they face life. I can't say that I"m making all the right decisions at the moment.

 

Got to cheer up! get my groove back! Mmm hmmm..

 

Anyway.. I better go back to my desk now. One more week. Only one more week

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