50th independence day..

Selamat Hari Merdeka!

To the country that I love..

Yet, have so many things that just doesn't sit well with me either.

I have mixed feelings about my homeland.

I think we all know why I would hate being there...

Yet.. it's the place where I grew up, the place that has made me who I am..given me my character and what not.

I still miss Malaysia.. and am proud of her when it is mentioned.

Still call myself a Malaysian, albeit a little more than confused about where my alliances would lie in a war lol.. (let's hope one never ever breaks out?.. of course!!!)

I still feel my heart beat a little faster when something to do with malaysia comes up.. haha.. unless it's something crappy then malu(embarrassed) la!

Sigh.. Malaysia.. 50 years old and still making me confused as to whether I should love or hate you..

I suppose.. it's a love/hate relationship. Well, makes it more interesting doesn't it? hahaha..

Selamat Hari Merdeka everyone..

Sure would be nice to be there to celebrate or have a feel of the whole festivities.

Well, I'll make sure I go for that Merdeka celebration tomorrow(even though it's at such an awkward time in the afternoon.. People no need to do work one is it!!!!!!!) Will wear yellow, blue maybe and RED.. hahaha.. Thinking now.. want to wear skirt.. but how to campur(mix) yellow, blue AND RED?!

Oo.. I think I know..

WHEE!!!

Omgoodness.. I'm actually quite the patriot!!