Sometimes I wonder, how is it that I can be so brutally honest and truthful.. Yet, at the same time, have my secrets. Things which I find SO hard to share.. with the people closest and dearest to me. I think some people may not be affected by this much. However, at the same time.. I get the feeling that some people are hurting due to this lack of trust. It is not a lack of trust per se, but more of a personal thing which I want to keep secrets. I am embarrassed with my secret I suppose. I don't know.
I personally think that being honest and straightforward IS the best way to go. The words are hard to come by.. but yet.. it will eventually. The thing is.. everything just didn't feel right today. Ugh.. I don't know why I get these spur of the moment courageous moments. It's like the chinese saying "sek lou foo tam". I don't know.. I think it means eat tiger's courage or something. Haih..
Next time, if I'm going to be honest, you better just let me say what I wanted to say. Chances are.. I'll chicken if not sooner, later then.
Sleepy. Tired.. Want to sleep. Haven't studied. Have so much to do. Not gonna be good. Lallala.. Have fun go mad.
I personally think that being honest and straightforward IS the best way to go. The words are hard to come by.. but yet.. it will eventually. The thing is.. everything just didn't feel right today. Ugh.. I don't know why I get these spur of the moment courageous moments. It's like the chinese saying "sek lou foo tam". I don't know.. I think it means eat tiger's courage or something. Haih..
Next time, if I'm going to be honest, you better just let me say what I wanted to say. Chances are.. I'll chicken if not sooner, later then.
Sleepy. Tired.. Want to sleep. Haven't studied. Have so much to do. Not gonna be good. Lallala.. Have fun go mad.
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