bloggermemaniac how's life?

I've lost it.

I'm crazy.

It's not a funny crazy, neither is it a good crazy. It's the bad crazy. It's the kind of crazy which you give crazy ppl funny looks kind of crazy.

I'm gonna crawl into bed and cry now.

I hate waiting for sleep to arrive. I hate the quietness.. too much time to think in between..

I'm so tired. but I don't wanna lie down because I know I will think.