Okay..

So I am sitting here right outside my lecturer's office and I'm still
procrastinating to see her regarding papers. I don't know why I'm so SCARED.
How am I supposed to go out in the world and face work life if I continually
allow myself to be scared by what COULD be.

I know that eventually I either go or not. I really should go and find out
anyway just for my own knowledge. Yet, I still am so hesitant. Sigh. nevermind.
I don't understand myself. I don't think anyone would.

Yours sincerely,
Crazed nutjob with social complexes.