I feel so dead. So zombie-fied.
I'm sorry if you don't see much of me for the next 14 weeks. I will.. be somewhat, missing. busy. I don't know.
I ended up crying last night. Which makes me feel so weak and such a loon to be honest. So.. hopeless. Useless. Hahaha..
I know. The key words are "Take it easy.. don't stress.. it's only the first week".
I can't seem to stop stressing by the way. SO, Seriously? Don't ask me NOT to stress because I do not know how NOT to stress.
I'm just seriously living life as a robot at the moment. Worse than that even. I'm so lifeless. I can barely smile. At least I know I can still laugh like a loon. Yeah. Mei, Debbie, matt and I were somewhat laughing our heads off due to some loony jokes. Hahah. then the UMSA banner fell on Debbie.. -.-".
I tripped while walking along Symonds st.. I tripped on one of those electric cable holes thingy. The one with the metal covers. hmm.. It was pretty flat to be honest. Then.. I also eat someone's experiment. Yeah. Some piece of bread that was NOT meant to be eaten I eat it. I feel like such a fool. I felt SO bad. I think I will forever be known to them as the dumb arse who ate their experiment.
So, there you have it. my 2nd day. It was pretty okay. Until I went and eat someone's experiment. That kinda shoved me back into my -.-" moods.
I'm sorry if you don't see much of me for the next 14 weeks. I will.. be somewhat, missing. busy. I don't know.
I ended up crying last night. Which makes me feel so weak and such a loon to be honest. So.. hopeless. Useless. Hahaha..
I know. The key words are "Take it easy.. don't stress.. it's only the first week".
I can't seem to stop stressing by the way. SO, Seriously? Don't ask me NOT to stress because I do not know how NOT to stress.
I'm just seriously living life as a robot at the moment. Worse than that even. I'm so lifeless. I can barely smile. At least I know I can still laugh like a loon. Yeah. Mei, Debbie, matt and I were somewhat laughing our heads off due to some loony jokes. Hahah. then the UMSA banner fell on Debbie.. -.-".
I tripped while walking along Symonds st.. I tripped on one of those electric cable holes thingy. The one with the metal covers. hmm.. It was pretty flat to be honest. Then.. I also eat someone's experiment. Yeah. Some piece of bread that was NOT meant to be eaten I eat it. I feel like such a fool. I felt SO bad. I think I will forever be known to them as the dumb arse who ate their experiment.
So, there you have it. my 2nd day. It was pretty okay. Until I went and eat someone's experiment. That kinda shoved me back into my -.-" moods.
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