The dams have been threatening to burst all day long.. The older I get, the more hopeless I get. Seriously.-.-"
I am so blur today. Think I'm just tired, or maybe just quite.. unhappy. who knows?
So, I spent the whole day in uni today basically familiarising myself with whatever around me. I felt awkward. Seriously, like I wasn't supposed to be there and very much like an intruder. I just didn't know what to do, what I wasn't supposed to do and what not. I guess by the end of the day I felt more at home and I suppsoe it just takes time.
The feeling that I am unable to let go of is the feeling that this is really not what I want to do. What do I do?
Dunno lah.. Gonna go.. Just waiting until it's bed time then I can crawl into bed and sleep.
I am so blur today. Think I'm just tired, or maybe just quite.. unhappy. who knows?
So, I spent the whole day in uni today basically familiarising myself with whatever around me. I felt awkward. Seriously, like I wasn't supposed to be there and very much like an intruder. I just didn't know what to do, what I wasn't supposed to do and what not. I guess by the end of the day I felt more at home and I suppsoe it just takes time.
The feeling that I am unable to let go of is the feeling that this is really not what I want to do. What do I do?
Dunno lah.. Gonna go.. Just waiting until it's bed time then I can crawl into bed and sleep.
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