It isn't about how shit your day started out. It isn't how dead boring your day panned out.. It isn't about how you realise that you're really in the wrong field with the feeling of dread gnawing at your conscience.
It's about ending the day with good company, good food, and knowing that there are people out there who care for you.
It helps when you end a very long day by meeting a friend who gives you a pack of the yummiest cookies.
It helps when you go out for dinner feeling tired but end up awake and alive at the end of it, laughing and refusing to leave when you know you have to.
THank you Yin for the delish cookies. Half the bag of cookies are somewhere.. down my digestive tract or circulating in my bloodstream.
Thank you Ben, Mei and Len for the wonderful company that gave me an opportunity to catch up with my communication for the day.
Thank you dear for receiving all those dreadful whiny messages from me.
You see, I went in uni early expecting to LEAVE early. However, it was quite the opposite. I only left the labs at 6pm. It's horrid because I realise what a dread research is. I was complaining about being bored.. already... on my FIRST day of experiments.. I got SO excited about finding xylem tissue because it was SO different!doh-.-"
I got so excited that I wanted to share with somebody but I couldn't find anyone to share it with... :( It's depressing. I was running around and I wanted to look for my senior... but then she probably would've been like =.=".. but my lecturer(the m'sian one) came in the lab.. and I was so happy cuz she's like the only one who will communicate the way I do! Other than that.. I feel so bored and like I cannot communicate with anyone. It's so ... mundane, lonely.. lifeless...
I don't know how I'll survive if this is what it's like NEXT year for the whole year..
I need to gripe about my lab.. it's SO dirty, grotty, AND STINKy. phew!!! Seriously.. it's horrible!! It's so lacking. I can't find so many things! I have to like search all over the place! I can't stand it.. It's disgusting!! YUCK.... yuck yuck yuck. My goodness.. ARGH.. okay.. It's not TOO bad.. But bad enough la.-.-"
I hate research. I'm going to have to make some major life changing decisions.. soon.
It's about ending the day with good company, good food, and knowing that there are people out there who care for you.
It helps when you end a very long day by meeting a friend who gives you a pack of the yummiest cookies.
It helps when you go out for dinner feeling tired but end up awake and alive at the end of it, laughing and refusing to leave when you know you have to.
THank you Yin for the delish cookies. Half the bag of cookies are somewhere.. down my digestive tract or circulating in my bloodstream.
Thank you Ben, Mei and Len for the wonderful company that gave me an opportunity to catch up with my communication for the day.
Thank you dear for receiving all those dreadful whiny messages from me.
You see, I went in uni early expecting to LEAVE early. However, it was quite the opposite. I only left the labs at 6pm. It's horrid because I realise what a dread research is. I was complaining about being bored.. already... on my FIRST day of experiments.. I got SO excited about finding xylem tissue because it was SO different!doh-.-"
I got so excited that I wanted to share with somebody but I couldn't find anyone to share it with... :( It's depressing. I was running around and I wanted to look for my senior... but then she probably would've been like =.=".. but my lecturer(the m'sian one) came in the lab.. and I was so happy cuz she's like the only one who will communicate the way I do! Other than that.. I feel so bored and like I cannot communicate with anyone. It's so ... mundane, lonely.. lifeless...
I don't know how I'll survive if this is what it's like NEXT year for the whole year..
I need to gripe about my lab.. it's SO dirty, grotty, AND STINKy. phew!!! Seriously.. it's horrible!! It's so lacking. I can't find so many things! I have to like search all over the place! I can't stand it.. It's disgusting!! YUCK.... yuck yuck yuck. My goodness.. ARGH.. okay.. It's not TOO bad.. But bad enough la.-.-"
I hate research. I'm going to have to make some major life changing decisions.. soon.
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